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Thursday, 28 January 2016

Reflection 1 : Performance Anxiety dissolving away...

Performance is a whirlpool of all shades of arts, and hence, a single phase of art of itself. Having to perform anything right from tracing a single letter, to debating on the dais is all art. Moreover, anything performed by you, is nothing but a reflection of yourself; not because, it exhibits your talents, but simply because it lets you discover who you are. With that note, I would like to introduce to you the most intriguing ingredient of CAS, CAS Reflections. The trinity bond between creativity, action and service is performance and what defines this performance are the reflections...

      In this reflection, I will be telling you what I perceived from this Sports drill and how much this activity meant to me. In order to start expressing my views, I must say that I am not a person who would go in front a lot of people to perform, fearlessly. Hence, one of the major skills I acquired from this drill was to perform assertively in front a huge audience. The only way to get rid of a fear is to 'do it for the first time'. Just do it! All it takes to make that fear, fear you is to take that first step. That agitation shattered right away, magically!

     Ever since the first practice session, I have been surprised of my potential. Honestly, the person I would have least expected to ever go and perform a sports drill in front of the entire school is myself!

     I also learned how to coordinate continuously with everybody while performing. All the hand exercises and the yoga asanas were things that i learned for the very first time. Having said that, I feel the fact that i was learning something new, was way beyond the skills i learned from this activity.

    This activity has had a deep impact on the way i think and apprehend things. It has made me understand that stage fear is something that has to be broken down at the earliest because the only way to prove yourself to the world is by communicating confidently. Though I didn't communicate to the audience verbally, I believe this activity has led to that kind of thought because i have finally withdrawn from being afraid of audience. Honestly, I can feel the dauntlessness in me.

    I would like to conclude by saying that this activity has undoubtedly inculcated different ways of perceiving things in my mind, and has let me redefine my existence.


Total Duration : 9.5 hours  

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